女才: November 2013

Wednesday, 27 November 2013

A day before pp exam.

I flip back my photo album AGAIN, hahahha, camera is the most great invention ever. Wait, car too, aeroplane too, phone too. Okay, never mind. LOL. I tell myself that i could have a lousiest phone ever but i must have a GOOD CAMERA. But wait, i think i need a good phone too. Ughhh, i need to marry a rich guy. =_=

By the way, after i read jian hao's blog, i realize a good camera is so important la. I want GF6 :'( It's just a year passed, my GF3 already seems so outdated. I WANT TO CHANGE CAMERA. But i think baba will hack me =.=

I m so grateful that i have friends who always willing to accompany me anytime. I am so grateful that u all accompany me to go to the jungle ( err?) for the photoshoot. I love those photos much. Thank you friends :) Photo doesn't mean just photo, it means memories.

Yesterday i accompanied Mr. Teo whole night.

And, I don't know why i get hungry so easily these days. =.=
I want to be slim la weih.

WHY AM I HERE

Yeah, why am i here, I thought i should back to those damn books. By the way, aha, it's an improvement huh? The second time, using ang mo to blog, clap please :p

I just bookmark some singaporean's blog like pei shi's and jian hao's. I really need to improve my ang mo. By reading, i learn. Althought i hate it so much but i have to force myself to do so. I need to because i m superb serena :) Superb serena must be excellent :)

Never thought that ang mo is so important until i've shift to here. Everyone can speak good ang mo here, yes, i mean EVERBODY. I am so shame. :( So i must improve. The another reason of pushing me to improve is jon. Ughh. U know, i hate the feel when u said certain word i couldn't understand, i feel like a nut. I hate the feel when u said some ang mo film or ang mo star that i don't know, i feel like wanna dig a hole and hide it inside there.

Til here :P

Tuesday, 26 November 2013

张先生

和前任联络
这样的关系会不会很不健康

那张婴儿照已经做wallpaper了
哥哥真的好像你

都3年多了你还不肯离开
还是我根本就不想放手

你知道吗
你让祚在我的日记从第二人称变第三人称了

我对你的想念晋级了
这种想念不是在心里了
散布了全身
弥漫了全身
将整个我紧紧包围

我还是好想拥有属于我们的张一

26号

今天上网上到不知道时间
26号了哦

今天依旧没读什么书
叹

我还是有接电话恐惧症啦
对于很熟的朋友才不会这样

前天和昨天
凌晨祚打给我
昨天不敢接
最后打回去给他
很失败咯我

他连基本的Hello都没说
直接说他撞头的过程
他说受伤后第一个想联络求救的人是我
他说那个小妹妹看到他的status后信息他问他可安好
他说他以为我是第一个会关心他的人
他说他没想到小妹妹比我还关心他
他的语气似乎很失望

亲爱的
我们从来都是朋友关系不是吗
最纯的那种朋友
是好朋友，不是best friend 啊
所以
我不关心很出奇吗

柔柔说是我当初自己要去骚人家的
好吧我知道
对不起

刚刚看到另外一个小妹妹又关心他
是啊
要关心他的小妹妹多得是

我不明白
怎么我对你那么重要了

还是我变了?

我知道我很现实
开始和张先生联络后就对你淡淡地
但是我就是这种女人

我们真的差太多了
我对于你是什么我从来不知道
不确定的关系我不喜欢