The feel

I admit, i miss being in love, to be loved. But i m more tired, that rather hoping to be in that state again. I am tired to facing the phone for 24 hour, to be alert to the ringtone, to sleep at late night. It is tired. However, i am jealous, especially when my friends have their partner, and i am alone. It kills me a little. It is wrong to love someone at a very young age, because you will start to miss that feel once you'd ended up the relationship. If you never been in a relationship, you will never know how wonderful to be loved. But you will suffer after that, after you have broke up. The feel of missing somebody, the horrible feel.

Someday, i will use this app. SOMEDAY. I knew.

Met the science gang today, and, i feel sour. BOJIO. Nevermind, if you jio i also won't go. But there is a diffference. You jio, means u have heart, just don't care if i am going or not. I miss my friends, they will drag you out if you don't want to. They will phone you, " Oi, i am outside of your house liao." I shouldn't expect the same, you will never ever meet the same as your hometown friends, you should have know this early. You are just not that important, you are nothing unless you are with your hometown friend.

Don't feel.