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The power of love from star is really huge. Super. I didn't have my breakfast and dinner today. Well, can pieces of biscuit consider as dinner? By the way, haven't really crave for a long time. And actually, i am not that hungry. Yeap, not that. What i want to say is, the belief that what you have is really important. If you believe you can do it, you will success eventually. I believe i am not hungry even i didn't have my dinner, ended up it's true as what my mind told me. ( This is just beginning, just see that u can stand for how many nights without having dinner right, don't hao lian) But, it's no doubt that the belief in a person is really important. Anyway, I also started to love my samsung phone as i always crab it for being too lag. It's just because the phone in that drama went so smooth. MAGIC right, this is just incredible. Oh, 393 started to repeat the love from star. Was about to swear. Can't you repeat it before i buy the disc?!!!?

Make many phone calls to seek job today. Finally found a company that not really far from house, went for the interview. The woman let me fill in a form at first. The form even asks my parents details. ( What? ) After i complete the form, the woman started to give me some information about the job. She asked if my maths okay. I just to lazy to answer i got an A in SPM. She also asked if my language is okay. I was like, please la, language is just a piece of nut to me right. But i just answer her, "Quite okay." She continued, besides being as a clerk, i have to carry the cabinet too if some general workers were on leave. I have to saw the wood too. I was like wtf? The woman don't even look at my resume. She don't bother my beautiful achievements and results. WELL. Now i know. Always thought that to find a job is as easy as ABC. Well well well. At least i gain experience huh. I know how the real world works. Never mind, i will not give up. I will get rid of this jobless state. Result doesn't mean anything, never be proud of it, people don't give a shit tho.

My little cousin is in a relationship. He had video call with his girl before bed and posted on insta. So envy. Technology really advance these days. Unlike our days. We even have to waste our money on phone calls. Feel like my cousin was to young to be in a relationship, after i recall back, he is 16 now. Wait, 16? Hehe.

You are pretty who you are. This is just shit. Real world judge you at first by your appearance. It's okay if you are not pretty, it's beyond your control. But your body figure, you are responsible to it. So, please do not stop your diet plan okay? Actually i doubt, cause i didn't lose weight even i do not had my dinner. I mean last time la. I did lose weight, but just 1kg. Zzzz. So i suffer this much, 1kg is what i have for my reward? I WANT TO BE LIKE SONG YI EHHH. Well, just see then. :)

I hate you bro, you said you will phone me!!!!!!!!! You better don't kao peh with me if you break up with your partner. I mean just IF.

Ngeh, it's actually okay if we don't contact. Should have like this.

Still continue having night mare. I think this situation will continue until i enter uni. *sigh*