new me?

This coming week shall be super busy. OMG. Time management pls.

            I agreed to be the client of Irene for her counselling project. And thanks to her. I have to reflect for what I have done for every week. (A full session consists 4 times, and usually will be 1 time per week) And she was so happy that I became more cheerful, more positive as week passed by. I do realised I changed but to me it was really small change, but I don’t know why she feels like she kena toto. LOL. She just can’t hold her excitement during the session. (Oh ya, the session was recorded for her lecturer reference)

            I am selected as one of the committee for our faculty for 2015/2016 session. At first I thought it would be fine to me since the previous committee didn’t organize much activity, I thought I can handle this. But I was so wrong. I don’t know whether is my team too much better than the previous one or what, this year’s activity just really too much. Each time of our weekly meeting took me about 3hours. Well, this is not I want. I don’t expect this lifestyle. I mean is okay for a meeting to finish within 2hours, 3 hours is too much. And our meeting time usually will be on 6pm to 9pm. This is really a torture to me. Currently we have 3 activities for this semester, and for each activity, my post is not really the important one, I will only fully participate the meeting if it comes to my part. After that, I realize my thought was so wrong. We work as a team, I should not act like this. This is the first change.

            As for the main activities I participated for the previous weeks were sea cucumber programme and entrepreneur talk from the chairman of Ambank. The sea cucumber programme was forced to go for my pity 10% marks. But we learned really many things. Tho I don’t really corporate well in the session. We learn how to breed the sea cucumber as our main subject of the session. We get to visit UMS breeding centre not only for sea cucumber but fish, crab and prawn. It was interesting. And UMS actually sell the fresh fish and prawn to the public to raise their club fund.

                                                            Can you see the baby prawn?

                                                              Baby sea cucumber

                                                        The giant sea cucumber

           The timid me trying to catch a sea cucumber. Our lecturer forced every of us to catch.

                                                             It feels so disgusting.

            The entrepreneur talk was actually quite boring. Every talk is boring isn’t? HAHA. Whole student of our faculty was forced to go for the talk. And our president requests our committee to sit infront of the hall. The most front of the hall. And, we have to wear our coat. This is a new thing for me in my uni life till now. It feels actually quite good. We don’t actually communicate during the talk but when comes to photo session, we suddenly become so close.

            Back to my change, the second change, I decided to be more active, to started join some activity but not enjoy doing nothing at home. Hence, for the coming a week semester break, I follow our uni research team to Sandakan. I hope I can be more open during the trip. Open  means for my mind and heart.

            This week I am going to have a international standard of Chinese test, rehearsal for our faculty family day and interview session to recruit members for our job fair. I need more time to study. Ughhh. One thing that I am glad is my assignments actually were more easier than I thought. Hopefully they are.

            I love the productive me. To be balanced between the activities and academic, I have to be really hardworking to maintain my study. But I am the one who super lazy. I think I would be rank in number 1 when there is a lazy competition. NAWWWWWW. Pls dear me, you will only success when you leave your comfort zone.