Still, English is ruling the world.
Do not believe people saying that Chinese is
becoming the most significant language in the world. Yes, it might, in
condition ONE OF THE most significant language, but not to overtake English. So,
I am dying now.
Received call from Mr. Adam an hour ago. And I just
randomly started to google about Axiata Young CEO Development Programme after
email Mr. Adam. The result shown freak me out, a lot, I mean SO MUCH. There are
so many challenges waiting you throughout the programme. Then I suddenly found
that the university life is indeed a super comfort zone for student. Now I can
understand why the unemployment rate in Malaysia is that high. People out
there, the entrepreneur world, the global world is competing fiercely, people
are talking about profit earned in a minute, and people always come out with
innovative idea to rule the world.
Contrastingly, students in university these days
are about dying to manage only their academic. They complain about their assignment,
they complain about not enough time for entertainment. They are so enjoy doing
nothing and wasting lots of time on social media for those things that help
nothing in their life. And I used to be one of them, so I am so nervous in
facing the new challenge now. You are an empty shell. Students are secure nicely by lecturers and friends
around them.
I’m so afraid that I am the stupidest among all the
participants, in terms of language or knowledge. I’m so nervous to be in the
new environment that I am not familiar with without all those people that I can
rely and trust the most. I started to blame on self for being so naïve. I
thought I can overcome all these obstacles but it was just all your thought. I’m
really not that kind of person that can manage and handle stresses well. I
hardly being productive.
I
was so happy for having this one week break at first, to rest for a while, to
away from the hectic life for a while but it seems like this is just an another
naïve thought. Things are worsen when I started to fall sick and my eyesight
seems like having some problem these days. Should go for checking tomorrow.
Time is so precious to me currently. I have too little time to do too many
things. And you are still procrastinating.
I
enjoy those time I can immersed myself whole day in popular for free books,
having a fine chocolate and watching entertainment show like nobody business.
Enough
for the bla, weak is for night time; when the sun rises again tomorrow, I will
be the superb Serena again.
April,
please be kind to me.
102/366
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